Here are a few updates:
I went to the temple! It was quite possibly the most spiritual feeling I've ever had and it just confirmed so many things for me. Jen is always saying this is new for me. The feelings being so deep in my heart are, yes but knowing this is the true church is not. Everything I've ever learned was confirmed there and as I fasted and prayed about going and what I would be learning I kept getting a reassuring feeling that I was doing is right. It was SO incredibly special that Mother was able to go with me. I loved having my family there and my bishop too. He is wonderful and without his support, I wouldn't have been able to go when I did as I just knew I would have to wait for so much longer than I did.
Abby turned 1! Oh my gosh, it seems like just a few weeks ago Jen and Mikal were bringing her home and she was SOO tiny!
Now she's big and SO much fun! I love nothing more than to go to their home and almost every time she sees me, she smiles soo big! It makes my heart swell to know that she loves me as much as I love her. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I'm amazed by her every day and can't imagine what a privilege it is to be a mom. I can't wait to have babies of my own someday!
My job is getting better. I have an awesome coach and he really is concerned with our success. I still want out more than anything in the world but I have no other experience except retail so it doesn't matter that I know I could do it since everyone wants you to have experience already. I just want to have the weekend off and work 9-5. I want a regular schedule so I can go and do things at night. It will improve. I just need to be patient.